Another cheesy post.

It was the toughest week for this semester. I’m glad I still manage to stay strong. I was at my weak point and I broke down and cried. Cried over assignments, I did that the last semester. Maybe that will be A MUST for me to cry over assignments every sems. /: But my God almighty, He sends me a bunch of angels to help me and give me support.

Thanks to Sharinie, for staying true and listening me crying over the phone like a kid. She’s my go-to-girl 24/7, I know I can count on her even when we’re a call away. I wanna meet her tomorrow! (‘: And the biggest thanks to God for Mail, who sacrifices and help me getting things done without complaining. His pure heart of helping really make me feel guilty. I slept this morning at 4.30am because of the assignments that makes me go loco! And woke up at 10am. Continued my work till 4pm. I was really tired and exhausted, and Mail would be there cheering me up. I cried and cried because something happened last minute with the assignments. Without hesitating we pack my stuff got into the car and get my assignments printed at the cyber nearby. And its EXPENSIVE. I finished my money the night before on foods (my bad). So he paid for it, we rush to UiTM and its already 6pm. We went to the lecturer’s office and its locked then we have to go all the way inside this other location where my lecturer’s mailbox is.

I was almost devastated when Sharrel told me the due is only till 12pm. And I checked his mailbox out of curiosity, THANKYOU GOD because my lecturer didn’t came and took my friends assignments yet. So, I’m on the safe side. Wanna know why? Cause I prayed so hard asking God for help and strength. And the man who makes it happen, Mail. What would I do without you love?

Back to why I said I feel very guilty earlier. Well, I myself know very well I’m stuck up with this easy peasy change of moods I get every now and then. And I’m always angry when it comes to him. In other words, GERIGITAN! URGH! I can’t stand it and will always take it all to Mail. I scolded him, sulk like a brat, took his blankets and pillows just to make him annoyed by my presence there. Anything, just to see him mad. And yet, he’s doing so many for me. I’m a very very very selfish lady.

I said my sorry when he sends me all the way up home just now. He’s very nice right, and I’m very lucky right? )’: Can’t really blame me, blame my moodswings! I’m going against those swings. I’m 20 soon, I must change! Indeed I have change, A LOT.

This is us ; our first picture together! And that’s the first kiss ♥

Haha. That Valentine day, I woke up after taking my medicine and dozed off by it, and I can feel the joy in my heart when I saw my wallpaper with this picture. He changed my wallpaper and I was awed by it for a moment there. Haha. We were very kurus back then! And hello fats here and there ;